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John McLaren Jr.

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Emotional Poet
Male/United States
Offline for 2d 19h 40m 38s
Deviant since Jul 23, 2002, 10:02 PM

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Burning for you

Lifes greatest sorrow burns emptily. Yet it feeds off my heart.
I wish you could see. Need someone, anyone, to hold me tight. Wishing and dreaming as one throughout the night. I look into your eyes, there is nothing more beautiful. You pick up my pieces, small fractions of life, and ease this pain. Who are you? I don't really know. Noticing nothing but your presence, your radiance, your inexplicable beauty. I call out your name, will you call out mine? Hold me tighter... its getting cold. Take my jacket, I will not let go. I trust you, if you'll only see.

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Dream ChildA most lovely girl with a sparkle in her eye With a shell that could auction off for a trillion yen Her perfect shapes would wake any dreaming man's insatiable desires Luscious, curvy, momentous waves Came crashing down upon the reef with tremendous force, As if suffering from her ensnarement was not enough, Crashing down on my heart, forcing its tentacles therein
With every inch of strength, I starve myself Knowing this barricade is keeping me out Her heart is safeguarded in my chest Mahogany and silver, rusted shut at the bottom depths of the ocean Her boyfriend is una Dream Child
in Open on 1/12/08

Impending malfunctionShe is an angel Broken, lost in her way Tired of this world I know she will not stay For, I am flawed On the outside, scraping away at my insides As the yellow rose, withers And the black mascara Shows its dark secret That run down her eyes She is worth something more More than what he can give This explosive pressure, skull throbbing, heart...aching I want to scream Want me, for me!!! It won't happen I guarantee The way you look into my heart A dud, a dull borish sonnet It's vinyl covered with layers of dust and leaves. Impending malfunction
in Open on 1/12/08

TimeTime, It went by fast when words would appear. A voice sent from above, to silence my worries Simple notions to block my mind Of the troubles at hand. How could I be so blind Of her radical beauty, With eyes of a devilish seductress. If I were to paint the world as I see her eyes Angels of heaven would be seen. There would be beauty amongst all non believers. I dabble in thoughts of closeness. These words that pop up on my screen Show much that she is there. To think, I'll be alone with her, In our own little world. These words that appear in my ha Time
in Open on 11/30/07

escapeeHelp me escape This prison guarded by my very own heart It says to stay but I want to go She loves me so And I for her Yet something tells me, that there's more What is it like to be free I feel chained up, Gagged and broken Will you see right through me Untie clasps and lend me your hand Experience me for who I am And wander about in the sea. escapee
in General Romantic Fiction on 9/27/07

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Updating this profile

Journal Entry: Thu Sep 27, 2007, 5:50 PM

I am updating stuff and adding some poems. Most of the new ones *submitted today and later* are roughdrafts. So yea, there are a few completed somewhere..I just forgot where I put them. Thanks

-John

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Mood: Sadness
Listening to: AlkalineTrio
Drinking: Fat Tire

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http://www.myspace.com/3429560
Email
ripdrifter@hotmail.com
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thcjohnnyblaze
MSN
ripdrifter@hotmail.com
Yahoo
warrior0fchrist

Current Age: 22
Current Residence: Lancaster,CA
Interests: you
Favourite movie: pulp fiction
Favourite band or musician: stuff
Favourite genre of music: Punk Rock, rock, metal, classic rock, indie
Favourite artist: at the moment none
Favourite poet or writer: E.A.Poe for his awesome style
Operating System: xP Home Edition what else? maybe Linux..the penguin is sick looking
MP3 player of choice: iTouch
Shell of choice: turtle shell. Ninja style possibly
Wallpaper of choice: snowfall or ironGrid
Skin of choice: human
Favourite game: Counter-Strike
Favourite gaming platform: shooter
Personal Quote: for sure
Tools of the Trade: Word Processor and a Notepad / Photoshop

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~leapnugget

Mar 3, 2008, 2:26:21 PM

hello agein

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no more yoai for now it is a war between 2 people in this world the yuri or yoai lover also kown as fangirl other are the yoai yuri hater which side will you join
get a free cookie for joining the haters

=FreakyBabe

Feb 18, 2008, 8:36:31 AM Mood: Amused

thanks for the fav john

_~SerapStock

~dnlbrtln

Feb 15, 2008, 1:38:15 AM

thank you for the

on my corridor wallpaper [link]

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greetings from hungary ~dnlbrtln

~6615015150

Dec 30, 2007, 7:50:53 PM

I'm actually near Pasadena. Why do you ask?

~M-Khaos

Sep 30, 2007, 12:09:33 PM

wow, i really do love your work!!!

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Is this the life you lead, or the life thats led for you?

~tmtrcclby

Jun 14, 2006, 11:46:31 AM

Thank you for the compliment and the

.

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"For the Lord's hand is not shortened that it cannot save, nor his ear too dulled to hear."
-Isaiah 59:1

~Tessaii

Jun 13, 2006, 12:10:23 AM

Well, my real name is Tessa, but my dear friend started calling me Tessai (but that screenname was taken). And yes, Tessai from Ninja Scroll.

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-Tessa

~sihe

Jun 5, 2005, 3:03:00 AM

and thx for the compliment

~sihe

Jun 5, 2005, 2:47:31 AM

thx for devwatch

~phoenixrising

Oct 11, 2004, 10:52:20 AM

i mean :::clears throat::: [link]

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~Hiding only delays the inevitable`

-PhoenixRising

~phoenixrising

Oct 11, 2004, 10:50:35 AM

k thanks.. check ouy [link]

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~Hiding only delays the inevitable`

-PhoenixRising

~Phoenix05

Sep 21, 2004, 10:53:29 AM

lol you're welcome! i used photoshop for the icon!

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Me> "Where are we going?"
Everyone else> "Mordor."
Me> "Oh, fuck that!"

Me> "And what does that have to do with the price of cheese?"
Bob>"Speak not of the cost of cheese, unless you know the value of cheese!"

~phoenixrising

Sep 21, 2004, 10:45:33 AM

haha thanks for the icon

ill make one soon, i just havent gotten around to reinstalling photoshop and light wave.. What program did you use for the icon?

~Phoenix05

Sep 12, 2004, 4:45:17 PM

Nice icon lol (i made it)

Welcome to DA and the phoenix club! Make sure you watch the club!

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Me> "Where are we going?"
Everyone else> "Mordor."
Me> "Oh, fuck that!"

Me> "And what does that have to do with the price of cheese?"
Bob>"Speak not of the cost of cheese, unless you know the value of cheese!"

~drmadcat

May 28, 2003, 12:21:27 PM

Hey man thanks for the fav + comment. Much appreciated.

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I QUIT!!!!!

~lutharen-lamath

May 20, 2003, 10:01:00 PM

thank you so much for your nice comments on my poem!!! it's really really really appreciated! thank you! Hug

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behind everything exquisite that existed, there was something tragic.-Oscar Wilde

$spyed

Apr 10, 2003, 3:16:08 AM

Have you ever had a dream, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?

What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.

You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.

I offer only the truth, nothing more.

Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill

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